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jarofhunny
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Name: hunny bear
Gender: Female
Interests: melodramatic movies, songs and tv shows
Expertise: making peace signs all day long
Occupation: couch potato hippie
Message: message me
Member Since:
8/12/2006
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| i just need something to do. i hate that im sad and stubborn.
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| i'm so glad everything is alright now. i couldn't be happier. there's this song that i thought is really appropriate to what happened these past few days.
you could be happy - snow patrol
you could be happy and i won't know
but you weren't happy the day i watched you go
and all the things i wish i had not said,
are played in loops till it's madness in my head
is it too late to remind you how we were?
but not our last days of silent screaming blur.
most of what i remember makes me sure
i should've stopped you from walking out the door
you could be happy, i hope you are.
you made me happier than i'd been by far.
somehow everything i own, smells of you.
and for the tiniest moment it's all not true.
do the things that you always wanted to
without me there to hold you back, don't think - just do.
more than anything i want to see you girl
take a glorious bite out of the whole world
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| 9:00pm... celine drives her friend to the bus stop, leaves her phone.
9:10pm... celine arrives home, checks her phone, 1 msg received. celine replies.
9:15pm... celine checks phone, no message.
9:20pm... celine checks phone, 1 msg received. celine replies eagerly.
9:25pm... celine checks phone, no message. celine texts the same person.
9:30pm... celine checks phone, no message
10:30pm... after checking her phone 50 times over the past hour, celine gives up. switch her phone off.
current... celine will wash her face, brush her teeth, tuck herself in bed. will turn the tv on to wait for scrubs (11:30pm), will switch her phone on, will text the person goodnight, then will go to sleep.
tomorrow... celine will wake up to the alarm of her cellphone, will take a shower, will cook and pack her lunch, will go to work. 
celine is feeling sad and lonely.
updated.
11:30pm.. celine couldn't help it so she opens her phone, earlier than previously planned. still no text message. sigh.
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| edmund picked me up from work today... went shopping for some clothes
then went to josephine's in main and 12th. on our way, we had the worst
bus ride ever.
for some reason, the number 3 bus wasnt coming.
we waited for a good 30 minutes, then we decided to take the number 8
bus instead, since we'll only be walking a few blocks rather than wait
another 30 minutes for the no.3 bus. anyways, the bus was jam packed.
like rush-hour full. there was this group of girls who were so loud, so
obnoxious, so fucking inconsiderate. they were just screaming all over
the place like: stop the bus, you fucking... whatever they said, it
wasn't nice. they were not nice people, period. anyway, this guy told
them to keep in down and be considerate with other people cause they
have to share the bus with like 30 other people. its not just them on
the bus. anyways, one of the girls came right back at him, telling him
that at least she's not trying to be what she isnt. she then called the
guy a homophobic slur that i do not appreciate at any level. there was
silence in the bus. everybody heard it. i was so offended. everybody
was offended. i was very mad that i wanted her dead. i was very mad. i
was infuriated. we got off the next stop... the guy got off the same
stop. i felt really bad that i started to tear up. i wanted to hug him,
but he was a few steps ahead of me and edmund. and if i did, i wouldnt
know what to say. it was just unfair. nobody deserves to be called
that. he was trying to do the right thing, and i really admire him for
that. some people are just really rude... way beyond rude. i am really
sad about this. i cant stop thinking about it. maybe i am over
reacting, edmund told me that the guy probably has other things to
worry about. i guess. but nobody deserves that, seriously.
its hard to be gay in a very homophobic world. we're not getting in your faces so dont get into ours.
words are hurtful. words are sharper than knives.
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| i like the way you work here,
no diggity, i try to bag it up.
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